Saturday, April 30, 2005

Amazing Race

Jus like what denise did...
this is an entry jus for jamie on the update on Amazing Race

I think Freddy and Kendra won it... the guy wif black frame specs isit...
sorry ahz.. was to engross in the show.. that i din realli take notice of their names...

i think the couples actors u were toking abt were 4th.. they lost their way in China because of a turtle taxi driver....

childish boy and his girl was third..
and i cant figure any description for the group that went in 2nd... hehe....
http://www.cbs.com/primetime/amazing_race6/
next week they gonna start the new season liaoz.. hehehe...
heard theres this Survivor Couple isit..? not sure..

aniwae Survivor is quite nice too.... hate the fireman TOm..,,,

yeahz..

Friday, April 29, 2005

wat A WeEk!

a week that i dreaded.... as i said earlier...
wednesday hand - in.. thursday mid yr exam (30%) and fridae quiz...
woO.. finally.. alls over.. and luckily for the quiz todae.. the question was exactly the same as previous years... hehehe...

aniwae.. assignments due on monday... yeah.. late nights.. fun to be a student.. all the stresses.. at the end of the day if u are able to do it.. it feels gooD.. but if u cant... is gonna be terrible.. real terrible... hope i had won the 1st battle wif the papers.. and hope that i will be able to keep it consistent throughout the whole 2 years...
not over confident... motivated and calm to clear any obstacles that come into my way...

im glad is over.. regardless the results.. at least i felt gooD... i knew i did my best.. and i had no regrets... yepz...

*winkz*...........

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Phew!

DingDing

this week has been a busy one for me... wednesday quiz.. todae mid sem exam and tomorrow another quiz.. monday assignment due.. wat the......? after tomorrow..i be able to relax a little but alot of assignments are due soon!!

aniwae... jus an update on my life.. and i need to go and study for tomorrow quiz... and watch amazing race final episode.. hehe.. shHhhh... take care guys...

"no regrets will be tolerated"

Friday, April 22, 2005

Another Friday

helOO.. time is running fast away.. life is now todae todae..
haiz.. so fast... week after week...
i guess in no time.. exams will be here!!!! arghz!!

aniwae.. luckily i din have a quiz todae.. thanks to tin-loi.. (lecturers name)....
but next week there will be one.. better prepare for it....
OooPZ! theres 2 quizzes next week... wat the....

aniwae.. had fun todae.. went to MANLy.. another part of the world that i have explored.. yupz.. sadly.. no pictures taken.. looks like some high class suburb..old ppl enjoying their food by the coast... and boys and girls.. carrying their surfboards around.... phew.... thanks to robin for driving us there.. around half an hr drive...

went soccer next.. had a bit of fun before got chase out by some ranger.. time to relax... dude.. dunno im relaxaing too much.. but but.. if i fail one this semester .. im going home.. sad....

my friend marcus.. sad case too... after 2 quizzes... he decided to leave sydney and go back singapore and work cos he cant take the stress animore and he doesnt want to waste money down here.....

i can make it .. i can make it ... i can make it...


Im IN!!!

Monday, April 18, 2005

Week7

wahz.. so fast week 7 liaoz..
jus finish doing my quiz.. and all the assignments are due soon...
don have time to think abt other stuffs.. jus work work work..

thanks to denise 1st of all for all the help for my assignment... microsoft excel, word, publisher.. not a problem for you manz....
and u are a genius.. u fixed a toaster!! im realli impressed...
hope i do have the patience to do that too....

doing fine here...i hope so....
yeahz..

out

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Thanks Guys

heYlo.. is a friday.. hows everyone doing...?

thanks everyone for the comments... realli appreciated it... i hope i can sort myself out soon and solve this stressified problem


.. played soccer.. hehe.. it was realli fun... mayb is the livestrong band.. seems whenever i play soccer wearing the band.. i played realli well...
luckily.. my defense skills are not lost...

studies has been realli stress..
hard to understand... hard to do.. jus handed up my 1st assignment after 2 and the half years today.. and got 19/20 for my quiz.. not bad for a fridae ahz...
time passes veri fast here.. week by week... exams coming soon....

still got a bit of adapting that i need to this new environment.. yahz.. either they are too friendly.. or they are too "dao".. sometimes realli duNno what to response to them... haoiiz.. ang mos.. actually.. they are not as good as we tot.. they suck.. talk alot of nonsense.. and do nothing..

yeah... tts it for todae.. enjoy ur weekend guys..
hope my entry will be a happier one.. in time to come...


im still a bit stressed OUT......

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Dilemma

jus realised my last 4 blog entries are all sad... will i be as happy again? jus a picture to remind me that things are not that bad after all....

somehow or rather ... my parents gave in... now i promised them i will work hard and make them believe that the money is well worth... not realli on talking terms wif them. and that is quite sad.. i hope.. realli hope they get to read my entries.. but i guess they wont...

they thought im enjoyin life here.. and don give a damn on whats happening back at home... although is good here.. i care abt my family.. but they don seem to get it.. now i think my parents think im selfish... but im getting wat i want.. righT? so many times in life.. i have to be in the middle.. hope my decision this time will prove to be best decision i have made...

realli.. i feel pressured to do well now... it isnt a bad thing... but i hope i can take it...
is miserable when u have to make a decision that will surely hurt either party.. no win win situation this time.. is both loss...
life has to goes on.. and hopefully... it goes well......

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

confused

can someone jus help..?
i am confused.. very confused..
am i doing the right thing or wrong thing?

how can i make myself happy.. and others as well...?
i cant seem to do that..
either i be selfish.. or i give in...
is getting what u want so impt in life..? yeah they say.. is my life.. i have the right to make my own decisions.. but is the upper management who supports me.. so.. whats the verdict...
can someone jus tell me what to do?
at the end of the day.. i have to make the decision of my life....

cant study.. especially when im stuck on sth.. i will stray and think of it... will this sacrifice pay off in the end?
somebody help..'

if studying is such a hard decision to make... might as well don study...
at the end of the day.. is jus a degree... who doesnt have a degree nowadays...

i cant see the day when i be as happy again...
I will surely let someone i love down whatever decisions i make.............
i hope to make it short term... how short..? can they support me in the decision that i have make? and give me their blessings..

talk to me someone.. exams quizzes.. tests.. reports all due sooN..

im totally stressed out...........

the old clement is gone... for now...
no smile on the face...

Monday, April 11, 2005

Decision Making


How i wish my decision making would be easier.....
will everything end up good.. jus like the picture?

it doesnt only involves me.. yes, it is about my own life.. but im spending my parents money.. and gf did alot of sacrifices for me....
to go or not to go? been on my mind for almost a week...
thought i was going back when parents din give me a choice.... i would not like to go back..leaving my girlfriend here alone would be my number one concern..... how could i do that after she came over to melbourne with all her stuffs... in order to be wif me...
parents felt wasted about not accepting NTU and NUS.. yes.. NUS.. surprisingly both accepted the third time round.. why don they accept me earlier so that all these hassle will not happen..
no one has be sad.. no one has to sacrifice...
i realli hope my parents will understand wat im going thru...they are hoping i would understand their circumstances as well... but im not them.. they are not me.. is hard to put urself in someones shoes.. humans are selfish..
now they have given me a choice.. cos they knew by going back, i wont be happy... i jus hope my results here will let them know that my decision is correct.. gonna strive hard to get good results.. they will be sad now.. but i do hope.. in the long run.. all will be fine...
Is the biggest decision of my life.. and I have made the choice.. staying here...
Hope nothing goes wrong from tomorrow onwards.. no more surprises.. i really cant take it anymore.........................

im stressed out.........................................................

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Headache


Headache Posted by Hello

Hey guys, this is the letter that is giving me headache...
to go back or not to go back?
thanks to the guys that gave me all the advice that you all could...
guess the younger generation did not think about the cash that much...
but talk future with with the older generation.. and they will think you are bullshitting...
haiz.. what should i do? why my life is always like my hobby.. soccer.. chasing the ball wherever it goes... haiz.. cant i have my own decision... but it takes money... and money... it comes from my parents... sad to say.... desmond.. hope you strike the 19million toto... yeahz..

hope i make the right decision this time round..
hope that it will not backfire myself...

out....