confused

can someone jus help..?
i am confused.. very confused..
am i doing the right thing or wrong thing?

how can i make myself happy.. and others as well...?
i cant seem to do that..
either i be selfish.. or i give in...
is getting what u want so impt in life..? yeah they say.. is my life.. i have the right to make my own decisions.. but is the upper management who supports me.. so.. whats the verdict...
can someone jus tell me what to do?
at the end of the day.. i have to make the decision of my life....

cant study.. especially when im stuck on sth.. i will stray and think of it... will this sacrifice pay off in the end?
somebody help..'

if studying is such a hard decision to make... might as well don study...
at the end of the day.. is jus a degree... who doesnt have a degree nowadays...

i cant see the day when i be as happy again...
I will surely let someone i love down whatever decisions i make.............
i hope to make it short term... how short..? can they support me in the decision that i have make? and give me their blessings..

talk to me someone.. exams quizzes.. tests.. reports all due sooN..

im totally stressed out...........

the old clement is gone... for now...
no smile on the face...