Monday, April 11, 2005

Decision Making


How i wish my decision making would be easier.....
will everything end up good.. jus like the picture?

it doesnt only involves me.. yes, it is about my own life.. but im spending my parents money.. and gf did alot of sacrifices for me....
to go or not to go? been on my mind for almost a week...
thought i was going back when parents din give me a choice.... i would not like to go back..leaving my girlfriend here alone would be my number one concern..... how could i do that after she came over to melbourne with all her stuffs... in order to be wif me...
parents felt wasted about not accepting NTU and NUS.. yes.. NUS.. surprisingly both accepted the third time round.. why don they accept me earlier so that all these hassle will not happen..
no one has be sad.. no one has to sacrifice...
i realli hope my parents will understand wat im going thru...they are hoping i would understand their circumstances as well... but im not them.. they are not me.. is hard to put urself in someones shoes.. humans are selfish..
now they have given me a choice.. cos they knew by going back, i wont be happy... i jus hope my results here will let them know that my decision is correct.. gonna strive hard to get good results.. they will be sad now.. but i do hope.. in the long run.. all will be fine...
Is the biggest decision of my life.. and I have made the choice.. staying here...
Hope nothing goes wrong from tomorrow onwards.. no more surprises.. i really cant take it anymore.........................

im stressed out.........................................................

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