Dilemma

jus realised my last 4 blog entries are all sad... will i be as happy again? jus a picture to remind me that things are not that bad after all....

somehow or rather ... my parents gave in... now i promised them i will work hard and make them believe that the money is well worth... not realli on talking terms wif them. and that is quite sad.. i hope.. realli hope they get to read my entries.. but i guess they wont...

they thought im enjoyin life here.. and don give a damn on whats happening back at home... although is good here.. i care abt my family.. but they don seem to get it.. now i think my parents think im selfish... but im getting wat i want.. righT? so many times in life.. i have to be in the middle.. hope my decision this time will prove to be best decision i have made...

realli.. i feel pressured to do well now... it isnt a bad thing... but i hope i can take it...
is miserable when u have to make a decision that will surely hurt either party.. no win win situation this time.. is both loss...
life has to goes on.. and hopefully... it goes well......