wat a sunday!

Garlick Shrimp
wow.. i had a busy sunday.. went to collect laptop from denise's parents... yahz..
after.. went out another farewell wif kenny... yeahz.. and i eat that.. garlic prawns.. wat a high class appetiser.. it was nice.. but ex as well!!
tok to him abt.. alot.. studies.. life.. yahz... all the best to him..(and to me as well)
oh yahz.. we saw jean danker and daniel ong!!


soccer2
after that.. went for soccer.. hehe.. i scored a penalty!! yes.. they let me take it... finally.. on my last match for the COTL.. church of true light.. hehe... i like it.. but tell u sth... we lost 8-2!!!
heehhe and the worse thing was.. we were leading 2-0... ooPz... had fun.. yeahz.. and i brought my camera along.. woOOO.. nice nice pictures..


kennY!

yeah.. below is my soccer team.. can see y we lost 8-2? cos all oldies!! all cant run.. no match fitness.. hehe. aniwae.. it was a great game for me... cos i noe wat i can do.. if i got fitness.. i be like JaapStam!!! hehe... 2 more days b4 i leave..... happy yet sad.... came home after the match.. to talk to new friends... yahz.. all the contacts... hehhee...
and desmond!!.. ruth said i look like ah beng who.. jus intercept their pathway.. the 1st time i tok to them.. haha but after wards... she say.. im a friend who can be tok to.. hahaa... duNno her well.. winkz**!! (!again!)


SOccer Team

PoLyMates gathering

polymates

yeah.. this are my poly mates.. those guys.. who did projects.. stay up late nightz in the library.. wif me... chicken chop...wanton mee... er mei san..cheap KFC and pizza.. who can forget all those during my Singapore Poly Days.. yahz
went out wif them.. and farewell gethering seems so sad.. yahz.. one thing for sure. bring ur digi cam.. is veri useful.. all the memories.. yahz..
went to west coast mac.. then marina south for snooker.. as usual..
end uP the the prata shoP.. hehehe... thats wat i ate manz!!.. WoooOo.. gonna miss it.. but i can do it myself over there..hope so MAGGI GORENG!

thanks to the poly guys.. and to eugene and jianwen for organising...(they wont be reading this).


Maggie Goreng!

Bored!

bored!

dUnno why i upload the foto for.. but yah..
basically bored.. damn it... went for IDP seminar this morning.. slept a while...
and my address is confirm Unit8 Arthur Street 70 Randwick.. yahz
went to so call promote my room jus now at the seminar.. so mani ppl going UNSW.. haiz.. haha duNno happy or sad... but aniwae.. met 3 girls who was toking jan.. tot i could advertise my flat.. damn it.. act dao.. i don even noe their name... they like not interested in me or watsoever.. damn it.. all i noe.. they are on the waiting list for student hostel.. all right.. all contacts got it.. or rather.. i gave... i din recieve.. wait till more ppl add me tonight.. and i can chat again.. hehe..
angeline.. is a nice person btw.. hahhaa.. desmond *winkz!! sorry.. u are not my gay partner.. yan ming has alradi self confess that... but yahz.. they are all nice person.. angeline is like my older sister.. yess.. (oopz.. shes older by one year) and she remind me to bring tool box.. medicine.. haha... not bad for a person whom i noe for like 15 mins... and out of nothing.. she said my handshake was so hard.. haha denise.. i duNno.. wats Up... muackz!!
aniwae.. yahz.. as yan ming says. u noe one person.. u will noe all... yuppies.... is noeing more ppl good? i basically i don like doing tt.. yah.. mayb i need their help in different aspects.. who noes.......

boring saturdae... kena scolded by parents for using the car too much.. did i? im leaving soon... no excuses? yahz...
take care dudes and babes...
im dead bored!

23:12

yup.. thats the time.. i went up the cab..isit jus me?? hehe...
the cab shows.. starting trip 23:12.. hehe... wats Up.. to those that dont noe... is my birthdate...
so mani things happen todae.. not realli alot.. but yah .. got the feeling of PDS.. pre departure sadness.... went to far east and have chicken rice.. hehe.. guess i will miss it when im over there.... met des's stead.. haha tts wat we call gfs and bfs during sec sch days.. steads... ahaha.. still remember there is a irc channel call #steadless.. hahha..

sorry denise... yes i went for classes.. but.. i skip class.. after the 1st break.. jus go for the sake of going.. cos.. im going badminton... my last badminton session at tpy safra.. before i leave for aussie... aniwae.. during class.. dunno wat "fourers method were taught.... i don care whther is firers or sixers.. or threesome... haha.. cos i din learn b4.. and the notes steads the fourers thingy is useful in electrical engineering.. wat the hell..

went for badminton.. had fun.. last session wif yan ming...and i reali went all out to play one the best badminton i had... yeahz.. thanks yan ming for being my partner.... down point.. my racquet cannot make it liaoz.. got crack...jus nice..

had a talk wif ming.. i can see he will miss jialin alot.. when he's there.. jialin is doing everything she can wif him.. i can understand that.. who else.. me and denise has been like tat for more than 3 years.. realli hope they can be like us.. everlasting.. but a advice.. there are bound to be quarrels.. and misunderstanding.. due to time difference.. and work load.. jus thrash out stuffs.. so that u guys can have a happy ending.. haha.. i don think he will be able to read this.. cos he doesnt noe my blog.. oOpz...........

back to denise.. my gf... quite excited to see her.. yahz.. but im feeling sad.. of cos.. actually im worried abt my studies... right? desmond? winkz*...
yahz.. i am.. 100K is not a small sum.. imagine u save 1000 per mth.. u need 9 years.. to save uP.. tt is.. u save 1000 per month!
seeing my gf after 7 months realli excites me... time realli flies....
hey guys out ther... appreciate wat u have and treasure it... if u only noe how to do so after u lose it.. is late.. way way too late...yeah? the grass on the other end may be greener.. cos is fresh.. but once days goes pass... u will noe wat u have miss out.. and u will regret it...
winkz!!


OUT!

what a night!

yes.. wat a night..
went down cocco latte at some robertson quay place... damn lahz.
the crowd was like... empty.. yes empty.. suppose to be a bash.. but everyone was getting their own table.. and after that 1st floor was empty... cos all went up to 2nd floor.. all= 50 ppl?
dance floor was full of guys.. b4 i forgot.. my bunch of UNSW friends went off.. leaving only 3 of us.. cos we din want to waste the cover...

3 of us went off after a couple of songs.. and we went for prata...

yahz.. we had guys tok.. and yes.. guys tok....
details spared...

bad bad night.. wasted night...

OUT

i have decided... to let the water flow...if not i will be flooded..
went out and met a new friend todae..
yuPz.. her name is JAN.. yupz... veri friendly and jokable.. hehe..
aniwae shes bringing her slow cooker over.. and i laff at her.. but she say i was crazy that i was bringin pillows over. (cos she doesnt noe.. they are vacuumed).. oopz

aniwae.. din realli conc during maths lessons.. or rather.. din conc at all.. the lecturer was teaching theory of maths.. and was taking examples using circuit diagram.. tts considered normal becos.. hes a lecturer for elec eng in sp... jus simply gave up.. yahz..

dunNo should go clubbing tomolo anot.. this guy pita help me quite a bit.. cos hes my senior.. guess i should help him.. cos hes like begging me.. haha tts wat he said yupz

one more week before i leave for studies... scared abt work.. yet excitied abt overseas life... muackz... im gonna dO it.
and i found my accomodation!!!! is confirmed!


OUT!

Confused

2wat can i say?
is so sad.. i cant tell anione..
and i think only desmond noes...
yahz desmond?
all i can say is
5Final Score: Blackburn 0 Bolton 1
diouf dives and earn a penalty on the 77th min mark...
tts stupid guy.. alot alot... haiz..
should i continue.. should i stop? and jus let the water flow...
0pls advise...

"..... as long as ur conscience is clear and your motives are right.. just go for wat u are doing and be in control of urself... ur feelings....trust urself"

Army Mates Gathering

Marche
yupz.. these are the ppl who are wif me for one and the half years when i was in 2GSMC... many thanks to them for the guidance.. care and concern.. and tekan!!
went for marche for dinner.. kinda of expensive and i din eat much cos i guess i will be eating all the P&P for the 2 years im there (pasta and pizza) hehe..
guess how much is the dish below? 12.90! jus for the shredded potatoes and BIG DOG.. hehe.. jus for the gathering.. yahz..

Dish (Desmond.. haha.. i know how to slot in the pictures.. want me to teach ya?)
had a good laugh about camp life.. went bowling next.. is been long since i last touch tat heavy ball... had 4 games.. before we proceed to satay club wif 3 of the regulars that i work most with.. Staff issac, LSB LOH and Vince McMahon.... quite nice.. but there were mosquitoes.. *piakz*
had fun...
quite sad .. can feel the emptiness when i leave the country.. have the farewell feeling.. arghz.. .
those who is leaving.. or studying overseas.. should experience the same thing..
next up will be kenny.. and poly friends... and i be flying off to meet my love one... yes.. wifout the S.. ONE!!one and only...

Bowling

Alot of stuffs

y cant ppl jus be more forgiving.. and jus get on wif life...?
went out for supper wif parents.. as usual.. dad.. don look interested.. and me and my sis.. and mum jus tok.. dad.. jus smoke away.. haiz.. after tat.. mum cover her nose.. cos the smoke is going towards her direction... dad jus say.. he wanna go off..
wats uP?? good example.. aniwae.. we are old enuff.. to differentiate.. whos wrong and right.. yahz...

guys tend to be greedy... when a nice looking girl comes along.. guys tend to approach.. like thers a girl i met at IDP.. yahz.. guys start to go up to her and talk.. i must say.. she is attractive in her own way.. yupz..(self discipline..!!! oopz)

i have a girlfriend.. yah... and i would like praise her.. for wat she had done.. yes.. she may pissed me off sometimes.. who doesnt? but she has been wif me for all times.. even though sometimes naggy... but thru the tough times she have been wif me..(i was wif her thru her bad times as well.. im a good bf too.. haha )...
now im gonna start another life.. a brand new life in a brand new country.. brand new city.. brand new suburb..
she may not be my type.. my ideal type of girl.. but who noes...my ideal type of girl may give me loads and loads of troubles.. i jus hope she is the one.. yahz..
aniwae.. i realli lost touch in chasing girl.. mayb girl can chase me..haha NO!!.. study.. civil engineering and me.. civil engineering and me .. civil engineering and me!!!

yahz.. i must discipline myself from distraction now.. i must be in control of myself now.. yahz.. NO means No.. and yes means yes!! damn it.. i can do it!!

hey can anione jus leave a comment on the torres.. hahaa so far no one lehz.. except my gf!

OUT!

Leaving soOn

map

yeapz.. my gf's blog has the picture of my new house.. and im gonna put up the map of the place im staying in.. is at arthur street...
alls good .. except one thing i worry... the travelling time to the city for my gf who is gonna work there....

yes.. leaving soon.. finally.. after settling accomodation.. actually.. haven settle yet.. cos the agent haven confirm yet... hope is not false hope .. as the place is realli goOD.. although i never been there.. but... the directory shows that is goOD..

staying down here.. as i mention b4.. nothing to do.. yahz.. so goin over there may not be a bad thing.. okok.. old grandms story..
wat was i doing these few days cos i din blog.. hmm.. i din do much.. travelling down to IDP for my maths course.. but donno wat the heck is the lecturer toking abt.. guess i need to buck uP.. for my uni studies..
din do much tutorial besides after the 1st lesson...
quite disappointed... wif my level of discipline...

*prays... i want to do well.. i want to do well....
pls be wif me.. all above... i want to show my parents that the money spent is well-worth...

all distractions aside... jus civil engineering and me!

OUT!

wow...

car

is a red day.. alls wearing red.. cos.. Singapore has brought the Roar back wif the tiger cup win as champions!! hooray.. ole ole!!
yupz.. Up there is my new car! wats Up.. and waxing it is my dad.. hehe.. love my new car.. big and spacious.. but dad abit stingy abt it.. alweas say i dirty his car.,.. is new.. wats Up...? *suck thumb*

went to to stadium todae 50000 watching soccer.. phew.. wat an experience after 10 years .. all the sweet childhood memories.. when i go wif my dad.. to the national stadium.. mum will cook things for us to bring there and eat.. and dad will leave 10 mins b4 full time to beat the traffic jam ... yes!! tts my sweet and exciting childhood

luckily they won it for us.. 5-2 on aggregate.. love the defence.. hehe
enuff of it.. thanks to all drivers.. thanks desmond for sending my there wif all his crappy jokes(as usual) and josh for sending me back....

2 more sundays for me.. and im flying off.. cant bear to leave here..but cant wait to start my life over there and seeing my girlfriend over in sydney!!!! rather than getting fat here in front of the computer.. yes.. i can feel my stomach! shitz!

is a good weekend... busy busy wif all the lessons..
maths is fun.. but it gives u headaches... yUpz...
solving it will give u satisfaction but looking at it will give u more headaches...***

OUT!

late night zouk

isit that i haven seen the world yet?
after zouk session todae.. (my ears are still ringing).... i found out that.. how some girls can be as cheap.. as... hmmm how abt the salted vegetables in the market..
im not condemning all girls... jus wat i saw..
a handful ... jus like the number of women drivers.. (by the way.. most of them cannot make it)..

before i get hammered (by my gf).. let me explain my comments...
this zouk session was not a fun one.. but an educational one.. lesson on how to pick up girls.. normally i don have the chance to see.. cos poly friends and army friends don do it.. or i din seen them doing it..
todae i saw the process... one girl.. within 10 mins of knowing the guy(one of my friend's friend).. started kissing.. oh no.. realli tat desperate? touchy touchy after such a short time.. and there they go huggin each other jus like the N pole attracting the S pole for whole 2 hrs.. OOooshh...

the other girl.. i pity the guy friend.. he was constantly around us.. and we seen the girl holding the guys hand... but her actions make us wonder.. is she attached to the guy? at last the guy after 1 and half hrs.. cannot take it.. told one of our friends to stop dancing wif her.. btw the guy can be a candidate for the Carlsberg advertisment.. he jus stood in the middle of the dance floor.. hand holding a bottle of Carlsbeg and see his gf dance wif other guy for an hr.. before he make noise... how girls can make their guys feel cheap.. GUYS.. buck Up...

the third one.. haiz.. sad.. only my gf will noe the story.. is this how the world works..?
after all the rubbing and "pole" dancing... the msg to my friend was.. "she had done wrong.. cos she had a bf" oh wat shit! stop all the innocence.. !

is this how the club is run.. girls go there to be hooked up.. guys go there to take advantage.. or should i say.. in the words of law.. GROPE... not molest.. but accidentally molest..

so girls out there.. buck up... speaking from a guys opinion.. guys got nothing to lose when all these happen... but mayb times has change.. girls jus tot...." im feeling the best of it.. im enjoying the moment.." so y not

jus another tot...
comments welcome!

Pls Indicate

Torres

hehe.. jus being curious of those who are reading my blog..
for those who are constantly reading this blog.. pls comment... on this blog entry
takes only a few mins so that at least i know who are the ppl reading it..... din want a tag board.. cos looks like irc.. nahz...
rather keep this thing as private as possible..

thanks alot...

3 years

is been 3 years.. yes me and my gf..
3 years as a couple.. 5th year as veri good friend.. yes.. we started it off from there...
after three years.. we will be spending our lives together.. under the same roof..
kinda of excited abt it.. actually.. veri...

canot get to sleep these few days.. slept from 12 - 3.. from 3 - 8.. cant get to sleep.. and i keep thinking abt the stuffs regarding overseas.. all the ??? and !!!
realli hope i can get thru it.. and i realli hope to get over there and settle down.. rather then stay down here and think of things that i haven experience.. going over there early may not be a bad thing.. not celebrating CNY down here may not be a bad thing as well.. and thanks all above..i got the 2nd of feb ticket after 2 tries.. *sweats*

goin there early i am able to start settling my accomodation early as well..
gonna have a back up plan soon.. haiz...
yupz..

went for a maths lecture after 2 years.. or rather 2 and the half years.. and guess wat.. a friend whom im not on good terms with.. is going wif me to UNSW.. how big can the world be.. and we started toking.. yupz...

20 days to go and counting......................

What will happen?

here i am .. lyin to the mattress.. wif pillow supporting my chin..
have been tossing around for 20 mins...
in 2 hrs time.. i have to get up.. and send my sis to sch...
and my day starts.. wif 20 more days to go....
cant get to sleep.. been thinking

am i able to get on with life over there..?
am i able to live well and settle there?
am i able to concentrate well on my studies over there?
am i able to get my honours?
am i able to return home and proud of myself.. and tell myself i have not wasted time and money over there.. and i mean alot of time and money.
am i able to go over there and blend into the culture?
am i able to settle things and rub shoulders with the ang mo there?
am i able to go over there and not be be bullied?
am i able to stay out of trouble?
will i lose my way..?
will i feel helpless?

i can tell my myself that i am fortunate that i can continue my studies or rather further my studies.. parents save up for me.. im grateful ...they let me make my own decisions.. i love them for it... they trust me to go over there.. i thank them for it..
am i able to return all the trust and love to them.... i don hope so.. I MUST DO IT..

not all ppl can go overseas and study.. tok abt the worst cases.. tsunami has swept the school away.. and here i am worrying... who doesnt worry... every human will..

i jus pray to those all above us...
that my family will be of good health when im there
that my dads job will be as safe as a steel bowl..
and give me strength to take care of myself and not let my family worry...

all the best clement.. go for it..
is jus like counting down to the day that u enlist for army..

can imagine the scene at the airport...
im not avoiding the scene i will face it.. and i will make the story a happy ending...

Jus a Entry before I Go to BEd

things haven been smooth...
stupidity on my side.. was flyin there on the 3rd.. and reaching on the 4th but tot i be reaching on the 3rd..
cos of one mistake... there will be alot of problems.. and misunderstanding ...

am i wrong when i chose not to show how stress am i?
am i wrong when i leave things to carry on. when i noe i can do nothing abt it?
am i wrong for not making a big fuss out of sth.. which cannot be solve immediately...

mayb im wrong.. mayb tts wat make Clement.. a person.. who is fortunate.. but cant make decision go his way...

seriously.. i don like things when they are not going my way.. who does anyway.... but for me.. instead on harping on it.. i chose to cool it.. and see how i can solve it.. mayb not harping on it... don make me learn from my mistake.. therefore i don learn?

now wat i worry most.. is am i able to cope wif university studies over there..? is gonna be tough.. engineering.. and i hope i can make the best out of 2 years there.. find my real identity.. and get on wif my life....

am i able to do it..
i have to do it.. is 100000!!


wats wrong wif the world mama.....
wats wrong wif me...?
tok to me ppl..someone plz speak to me...

Tsunami

finally i did some thinking.. was watching the "we are the world(cantonese)" mtv.. all the tsunami victims and chk out the places.. is jus flat ground.. now i noe wat is meant by ground zero....

come to think of it.. i can sit here wif a laptop.. going overseas.. and study.. wat more could i ask for? for ppl there.. natural disaster just struck them... and they have re-start their life.. all from scratch.. was wondering wat will happen to us.. if it reali struck.. our whole island will be gobble up by the king of waves.. all our money.. cars.. no more.. wat will i do.. yes we live.. but on wat..? we are fortunate...

we are here arguing who's got the car.. whther we have bf/gf anot.. and worry abt how our classmates will outdo us in test/exams... the difference...
but as they say... cannot compare.. there my friend wif a room.. balcony.. walk in wardrobe.. haiz... how fortunate are we.. duNNo.. compare to those.. in US.. big stars.. house got bowling alleys... guess there are no fairness in this world.. and william hung is earning big bucks!! wat!

guess we jus have to treasure our love ones around us... and cherish the things that we are enjoying now.. anithing can happen.. and all will become to 0.. *touch wood*

all the best guys.. take care...



remember the mourning in singapore at 6pm tomolo.........................


live in the moment

another bored day

another nothing to do day..
ran some errands for mum.. her leg is aching again..

clear my roOm.. and did nothing..

yeahz.. lesson starting next tuesday.. maths bridging course...
and gotta start revising my stuff from tomolo onwards provided desmond is free.. yahz

had an exciting time wif fifa.. was 3 goals down.. wif 30 mins to go.. i scored 3! one corner, freekick and a tradmark,, and won the match during extra time.. 4-3!
knew i couldnt give up.. yeahz...

28 days b4 i leave for sydney.. hope i find accomodation then's all settleD!!
yahz a bit excited to see my gf again! yahz..
hopes all fine...

until the next blog


OUT

Rain Rain WENT away

yes yes.. after 3 days of consecutive raining.. sun is finally out...
time to dry clothes and play some sports..miss tennis and soccer cos of the rain over the weekend.. that will sum up our new year... mayb all above us are very sad abt the asian tsunami.. tts y crying non stop...
*really hope they find their missing loved ones..dead or alive.. so they can stop searching..*

kinda of stress over my accomodation..no results being found... until now.. my mums friend who is staying over there offered to help.. thanks susan..hope alls goes well.. and we will get on fine over there in sydney *more updates while im there*

4th of Jan liaoz
officially less than one month before i leave this place to further my education..mixed feelings.. more of how will i adapt over there.. will i be able to survive.. everyone says.. is easy.. but they are not the one going.. hope i be able to get thru it.. bless me*

kinda of neglect my gf past few days... not i want to avoid her.. but once we talk.. we will discuss abt accomodation.. and some other problems... and once we start talking.. sure to end off badly... so i avoid tat.. but things have to get solve.. for the better future of us... yahz.... a bit disagree wif her blog...yahz..
different ppl has different opinion tts y we have different blog...

realli hopes all fine for me to concentrate on a degree...

sighz......

010105

byes 04..

1st day of 05.. been raining from last year to this year...
had a stupid day at tennis yesterdae...
heres wat happen... raining in the morning...so once the drizzling stop.. we went down.. went to clean up the court.. and b4 we noe it.. started to rain!! arghz..jus reach the doorstep rain stop.. so we decided to go down again.. cos mayb it was passing rain.. guess wat.. once we reach the courts... water start coming down again.. haiz..

went to uncles place.. not a bad start to 2005.. won 65 bucks.. for my uncle. yahz.. wats up.. keep getting good cards.. hehe...
took a picture wif a doggie and send it to my gf.. cos thats wat she wish for.. hehe..
had a full meal of steamboat.. hehe getting fat!!

back to reality.. one more month b4 i leave for sydney.. alls settled except the most impt one.. accomodation .. hope sth wil work out...surely will...

all the best guys...
and good luck to Clement for his studies...

have a good year ahead!


IN to 2005!