Jus a Entry before I Go to BEd

things haven been smooth...
stupidity on my side.. was flyin there on the 3rd.. and reaching on the 4th but tot i be reaching on the 3rd..
cos of one mistake... there will be alot of problems.. and misunderstanding ...

am i wrong when i chose not to show how stress am i?
am i wrong when i leave things to carry on. when i noe i can do nothing abt it?
am i wrong for not making a big fuss out of sth.. which cannot be solve immediately...

mayb im wrong.. mayb tts wat make Clement.. a person.. who is fortunate.. but cant make decision go his way...

seriously.. i don like things when they are not going my way.. who does anyway.... but for me.. instead on harping on it.. i chose to cool it.. and see how i can solve it.. mayb not harping on it... don make me learn from my mistake.. therefore i don learn?

now wat i worry most.. is am i able to cope wif university studies over there..? is gonna be tough.. engineering.. and i hope i can make the best out of 2 years there.. find my real identity.. and get on wif my life....

am i able to do it..
i have to do it.. is 100000!!


wats wrong wif the world mama.....
wats wrong wif me...?
tok to me ppl..someone plz speak to me...