Going Overseas

Going OverSeas

yeahz.. this is my future sch logo.. nice..? hehe.. a bit pro right..
aniwae did alot of thinking on overseas thinking..

i think now.. i would like to go overseas.. nothings here seems strong enuff for me to stay except.. my mum.. and mayb yeahz.. my sis... my mum.. her leg is working Up.. yahz.. hope she will be all right after the next few visits to the doctor..

tok abt my elder sibling (don wanna to be mean) .. think we should get out of each others life for a while... stop the car sharing.. or rather.. car quarrelling.. and his stupid behaviour.....
grandma.. all the while .. never been her favourite.. im jus one.. who can put up her curtain for her.. and fetch/send her.. yes. a bit mean right.. and im a bit looking down on myself.. jus wanna make my feelings known... dad and sis.. the same.. off and on.. dad.. doesnt noe our feelings.. but he provide the bread.. i must say.. i look up to him... imagine.. 6 mouths.. one car.. one house.. one son overseas.. yahz.. even my poly mates.. was discussing how he can do it..? oh not to forget.. his new "bao bei" 4 fighting fishes..(can even quarrel wif my mum over the fishes.. hahahA)

friends.. don realli have realli close ones.. yahz.. so not to worry.. im more of a family guy.. likes to come home.. cos my parents provide me wif a "xing fu" environment...

being overseas.. i can reali noe wat i want in life..how to take care of myself.. and of cos.. not to solve problems.. but how to face the problems alone.. im sure.. i got a lot of trouble doing that.. but.. worth a try.. mayb it will made me a better person...

on the other hand.. im scared.. i feel im not competent enuff to see the world yet.. but yeahz.. there will alwaes be the 1st step..
alot of things i haven learn.. i may crap alot...
but i think i suck.. when it comes to
1. presentations
2.when ppl suddenly gave me excuses..and im not able to answer them back.. even though im right
3. pettiness.. duNno how to forgive..(as i said in my earlier entry)
4. donno how to strike connections...
5. this happens.. but yahz.. duNno how to fake.. to give ppl a good impression..

yahz.. once leave the airport.. tat isit.. im on my own brother..
realli hope my gf will be there.. shes the only one.. who realli realli have faith in me.. trusts me.. i alwaes let her down..
and we often solve/face problems together.. yahz.. if shes back in sg.. tts my only regret.. cos 2 years.. im here shes there.. now 2 years.. im there shes here.. a bit.. yahz.. so i realli hope she can join me there.. i noe she wants.. but circumstances.. need to permit her
*everybody uP there*.. plz.. let our wishes come true...

toO long liaoz.. need a breaK.. im one.. tat noe how to think and tts it.. no actions done.. yuPz..
OLINDA is out of SG idol.. having money doesnt bring to the final.. is the support.. to all malays and ah lians.. WELL DONE!!!


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