Friday, November 12, 2004

holidae

all in green... 2 days of range..
whole day event till 10 at night.. veri tiring.. more of sianz.. come back 1130.. sleep.. tomolo 7 am need to report.. yahz.. whole day sit nothing
jus to clear the weapons.. and told them "Clear Clear Clear"...
is quite stupid.. (aniwae.. stupidity wins the game all the time).. i mean.. the weapon has been cleared 2 times.. b4 the firers come to me... hehe.. but i need to chk them ... cos if they realli mis fire.. hehe.. i no need to ORD liaoz...
aniwae.. i felt good.. doin the jOB.. all my NSF life.. i went to alot of ranges...(hehe..) i alwaes want to noe.. how does it feel.. being a safety spec.. and inside the chamber.. wif the helmet all the time.. seeing ppl shoot... finally.. i gotta do it.. going in and out of the range as i like.. especially at night.. when i hang my light stick on me... hhee.. at night realli cant see.. except wif the lightstick... hehee... make me feel Impt... hahaha.. okok. enuff of this... tomolo one more day.. hope nothing goes wrong...

lucky holidae todae.. if not.. consecutive 3 days of range.. i think i cannot take it.. my body cannot take it... back veri pain.. duNno y.. gonna die soOn.. yahz...
my overseas stuff haven done yet.. in a blink of the eye.. me ORD liaoz.. another Blink.. damn it.. im overseas.. next year this time.. i think i be mugging for my exams over at sydney.. Hope i will do welL.. and not waste the money...

went to eat buffet.. not bad.. at holiday Inn.. i recommend all to go.. nice. especially.. the popiah. which is made by an ang mo.. the cheese cake.. and the choco banana crumble.. nice nice... fatter and fatter.. jeans tighter and tighter.. shitz man.. realli need to "jian fei" liaoz.. i get fat so easily.. idioT!!!!

spend alot of money these days.. bought a nike singlet.. which im trying to fit in.. and a UNO attack.. those.. the cards.. will shoot out.. hehee.. nice nice..

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my gf.. having exams tomolo.. yahz.. wish her all the best.. im alwaes at her side at the wrong time.. duNno whyz... alwaes made her think that our relationship cannot make it... but i admit.. as in the earlier blog.. is alwaes me me me... is not goOD..
but i hope she will change to a better persOn too.. not to think eveything is going wrong for her... i realli hope.. things are fine.. jus tat.. she thinks more to the bad side.. all of us.. ups and downs.. how we handle it.. up to individual... she has given alot.. in terms of space and understanding... but i hope she will improve as an individual.. but but.. but againz.. all this.. after ur exams!! okie.. u will do weLL...
and i will see u in sydney next year!! all the best

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longest blog manz.. hehee...
gotta go prepare for tomolo again..
back hurting again.. damn!! going for massage soOn..
*fold sleeves again.....


OUT!

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

this comment is an advice for you, regarding your gf. I know how it feels to be independent, until some stage, you felt you are not independent anymore but extremely dependent. I suppose your gf is feeling that now. She needs someone to bring her out as an individual & not let her be & allow her to change on her own. She is Lost. She needs guidance and faith to path the new Her.

Humans are social animals, especially girls, they learn soo fast just to please their Men. They learn what they see most of. That is when role-model comes into the picture. eg: when your english is lousy, hers gets worst too? OR when you're feeling confident, she feels confident too? BGR links you together, to form an aggregate base value.

A MAN has to lead. HE has to be @ his Best to bring out his Lady's grace. Both has to improve together @ the same time

I wish you luck, my friend. I hope all works out for you & your gf.

12 November 2004 at 5:35 pm  

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