!!!!! damn it !!!!

i have say this alot of time.. and im gonna say this one more time..
isit tat good to be a bad guy!!.....
isit me.. or isit them..?
how come i don feel appreciated besides my gf who does.... mayb what comes around.. goes around... cos i don appreciate my gf.. therfore.. yeahz.. i get my own stuffs back....

send her.. fetch her.. computer down.. i come.. is normal.. computer down.. im on the fone.. canot do for that person.. means.. i cannot help.. idiotic shit.. cant they see im doing sth.. better off to sydney asap.. damn it.. is not only this computer thingy.. alot of stuffs.. jus cos we stay together means give and take? how abt only giving...
was on the fone.. and they jus on the tv like tat.. wat isit tat i have done to not have enuff respect... yes im putting myself down.. but is the truth.. fu*k it lahz.. tts it.. is not only one person.. is whole lot whole lot.. idiots in the world..tat aunty .. this uncle.. this friend.. tat mate..

now sydney oso alot of problems.. the shape is round again... no ending.. no nothing.. jus goes round and round.. haiz... duNNo wat to say.. having -ve tots.. i jus go there and study.. and work there... tts it.. othing nice here except my parents.... yes i will made to eat my own words in future.. cos i haven gone yet.. but cant i jus EXPLODE for this moment... idiotic shit!!

all humans will have complain.. thats y we have blog.. for us.. ppl who cant turn to anione when we are pissed.. cos we don want pissed ppl or even pissed more ppl!!........ thats it ... OUT

denise parents are wif her now in melbourne.. how sweet can that be.. after a year wifout them .. seeing them and her brothers... (im sure i see my brother.. will not be the same.. it sucks... (i may eat my own words again)...) aniwae.. good for her grad... hope she has a wonderful time.. cos is jus like marriage.. once in her life time.. all the best.. im proud of her..

and i still remmeber the list u ask me to draw up.. i will... muackz.......


sydney.. here i come... =(